almost nothing happens as i want it to nowadays. its been such a mean week.
everyday ive been going home at 7 and reaching home super late and super tired.
maybe since its friday, the freakin end of the freakin week, i had to break down. the whole burn cd and transfer and stupid computers and not eating lunch nor recess was terrible. i just wanted to snap my fingers and fly to hawaaii.wooohoo.
thanks you ncc people who gave me a hugs although you all were getting ready and stuff.
roysheilasoffiqah(:
i was about to break. thank you diy hunn.(:
and thankyou dear tas! who always understands(:
thanks aida for the thumbdrive which is still with me btw.

i feel like punching people. like BOOOSH. i could maan. but im not that kinda person laaa. i hate it when i want to punch people cos i dont usually feel that way or maybe noone thinks i feel like punching people.:punchpunchpunch. how can someone else's life go on so smoothly and soo wheedoodaa and mine can just continue to suck. ketaikk(new word by diyzaff)
but seriously, like the whole world was going around doing its own business and im stuck in some parallel universe where nothing goes right[cept that i passed math.yay me].

diy and i have been such losers.L-O-S-E-R i tell you.
but maybe being losers are the new in thing.teehee. prasan la you zaff.
today was a more-than-typical loserfied day.
always about the laughing and imagining and dreaming and prasaning and singing and opening our mouths wide and being all high. there's gotta be more to life EH diy?(:
all talk no action.thats us.
but whateverrr we're gonna shop after RHD and buy nicer clothes than youyouyou and you and step rich and step perfect. TRALALA.

what i need right now is a nice rose milk[HL+chili sos(:] bath or a delifrance lunch with tas or a good sleep in front of the tv.
the good sleep i can do. ohyes but tmr's open house. bagos lah eh.

diy and i realised we are selfish and probably we like to critic people alot because we cant be perfect ourselves and so we want to see perfectness and start commenting on other people like we're all that. macam pro konon. oh and we stepped inside mango [hello ya lah we havent been to mango before la] and touched the nice fabrics! the saleslady stared.i looked at our reflection in the mirror. we so do not look like mango-ish people.

i could easily on the water tap today. whooosh.):

i need a new attitude baby! negative seh this week.tsk.
at least i have RHD/RAGE/INTERNATIONAL DANCE THINGER to look forward to!
but math oh math you never stop torturing us do you. math SA week6. syabas.

woah now i cant send the damn rakaman to cikgu.well, at least if i do badly i'll get 2 extra marks? thats positive kan.
oh and cikgu is such a nice cikgu.((:
more positive stuff zaff more.
oh ah ah im proud of my resipi book although it may be lacking in content cos i spent lotsa time decorating it and stuffs. and my rakaman still has the "saya lupa" and "stop" but ohwell i still did a cooking show ah! aiseyman zaff.

and this sunday aunty lisa is coming to visit from amsterdam and nek samrah is making a kenduri bawah blok! like orang kahwain eh.kecoh nanti mak oii. bring on the kuali-s! yayy.nek samrah cooks the best food. one of the best anyhoos! hurrah.i needed some family time anyway.

Ayah just said he finished reading The Kite Runner! People out there should read! its the best book ive read in my whole life and thats a big thing cos i like lotsa books. its really good!
Tuesdays with Morrie is damn good too! So inspirational.
But The Kite Runner is the best. My ayah read it when he went overseas<3.
He loved it too. YO YOU OUT THERE GO READ KAYY.
about war and childhood and father-son realtionships and religion.some deep stuff i say.
"For you a thousand times over" Hassan.

ehh i want a time machine thing. like phil of the future. i wanna go back into the past and live through some of the times and visit other countries. there you go again zaff. dreaming.(:

nightos.