Hello there stupid.

): Maybe things are tougher when you're sec three. Okay that was quite duh but I hate secthree work. It makes you feel downright stupid. Like when you see the math assignment it says "hello there stupid".

OBS gave me such an accomplished feeling, no matter how physically-emotionally draining it got. Now this whole schoolwork+lessons+homework+the whole going to school altogether is different. You feel like giving up without even trying. I miss Belinda, I really really do. And not just because of OBS. Because she's not like every other teacher in this school. She gave us inspiration!

I wish someone would teach us chemistry properly all over again. I never really caught hold of the basics :\ And it seems like noone's teaching us anythingggg. Grrr. French tomorrow.): I have to see that teacher again. It's a burden. I get to see tas and syaf and izza but still, at least i felt i learnt something last year. French is onebigwhoopdelaloop now.




When life gives you lemons, say you like lemons.

School is such a dragggg): arrrghh i hate chem hate it hate it! And math, i hope mister p doesnt come back. He can go defend the country all his life laaaa.

I HAVE AN OBSESSION AND IT'S EATING ME ALIIIIIVE :\ so depressing.


Although aqi&azira&adeline are great company on morning train rides, i hate waking up at 5 and taking the stupid mrt. Stupid stupid mrt.)))):

And angklung angklung angklung is so boring sometimes i just want to go home. When I was sec one angklung was so hyper and fun and interesting and senior-ish. Now there's just no ooomph.

WAISQFBVNMFESABH I feel so annoyed! I don't know what I'm annoyed at but I feel like scratching my head and my sandfly bites. I need chocolate! Kinder buenos and everything. I wanna go to Candy Empire tmr. Hohooo where got time maaaaan.

And tmr, it's byebye weixian, steph, pam, stef, esther and yellow ducky! new seating arrangement!): I want to sit in between dew and cheryl, not at the side!

OH I FEEL THE EMO-NESS BUBBLING INSIDE ME!


And Weiqi's death made me realize that anything can happen to anyone, be it someone I dont really know or a classmate or a close friend or a family member. It's just so unexpected it's scary. ):


I shall go watch sytycd on youtube right now, it always soothes the soul mmhm.

Well whaddya know it's friday!

I like fridays because they mean no more lessons for 2 days. I always wait impatiently for Friday. And everyday, I countdown the minutes to recess then to lunch then to the end of the day. I look at the class clock every 10 minutes to check if the lesson is ending anytime soon. Heh that's quite pitiful, counting the minutes till the day ends. Today wasn't so bad, Cheryl and Steph taught me Chinese during Math! [Hey i still understood what the relief teacher taught okay! And she's nice. Thank god shes not related to mister p] Ohmaaaan i love my seating place why do I have to change! I'm gonna show off my chinese skills to Van tmr! The only words I remember Van teaching was die. Haha. I'm gonna practise writing my name in Chinese as written by Steph and Cheryl in my notebook :D

Yay Im listening to nice songs and drinking Ribena so right now, life is gooood.

French today ohmygawd our french teacher! I think if she doesn't crack first, I'll just crack myself and transfer or something. But no, then l'election presidentielle wouldnt be together. I think she's crazy and Im getting seriously freaked out. :O I think she could like snap a nerve or something. Maybe she did today BECAUSE WE'RE SO OBVIOUSLY STUPID. But it was sooo scary Ya Allah.

Cedric: .............telephone
Mlle: [hits the board] WHAT DID YOU SAY?! [her eyes are shooting daggers, honest!]
Cedric: telephone
Mlle: YOU SAID TELEPHONE.
Cedric: No I didn't.
Others: He said telephone
Mlle: I DIDNT TEACH YOU THAT RUBBISH (she says this with clenched teeth)

This would make more sense if there were accents but I cant put the accents up there.

YOU'D BE FREAKED RIGHT.
She totally lost control!! ): I think I need protection when i go to French! Oh and before that Izza, Syaf and I bought Tas's present(: Abu and I accompanied them at Yakun. Before before that we both had two pratas each! I love you Nuramira Ahmad for making me a good french girl and accompanying me!<3

AND THE LOVELY ONE AND ONLY TASNEEM MUSYIRA IS BACK FROM OBS! although I'm damn jealous she just spent 5 days in Ubin. WE MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I shall call you tmr and we can spent a longlong time on the phone and you can tell me all about OBS and I'll tell you more about mine! I shall wish you on the phone kay!And some other person in f3j missed you too, WHO EH WHO (x

Oh damn I MISS OBS! again and again!

Today was pretty good! anddd, mister potato's not coming tmr so yayyayy. I think I'm lucky to be in 306 because it's a nicenice class to be in and it makes coming to school a lot easier(although i still hate math). I love my class yes I do!

We're changing seating arrangement! I'll miss Steph and Weixian and Cheryl during math and Pam and Stef and Esther. But ohwells, I bet mister p puts me further up because Im not a focused person. Well excuse me for being confused and bored in your lessons mister.

I slept in the evening and Im gonna go sleep soon since there's no homework(whatever french). At least no homework due exactly tmr. Miracle miracle! Pe Recess Bio Assembly Chem Math. Whoah a math+science day. Then I'll go shop with Izza and Syafiqah for presents!(:

Okay I'll go change my blog song and read shopaholic. Dont you wish we didnt have homework everyday?(:

So much to do, so little time

I REALLY REALLY HATE MATH. I DON'T UNDERSTAND MATH AT ALLLL. AND THERE'S MATH EVERYDAY WITH MISTER POTATO.): I am unhappy with this whole math everyday thing. Seeeing his face everydays burnssss man it burnsssss.

I need to get math. Like get it.

Oh and I've just made a list. And I have 13 things to do by tmr or, by this week. Hrmm, I should get started. But wait, I shall go eat something first because I mean, who can work on an empty stomach?(:

Why did English succeed as an international language when other major languages have failed?
This whole booklet is like this huge jumble of words words words. Gahh I miss OBS. I think Ive said that too much today, along with Syah! We were swapping stories in MalayRm. To think it was just last week we were off to Ubin. And now KABOOMBADABOM.

Oh and angklung was really boring.

Okay HOMEWORK BECKONS yet again.

With my buddies, my trainer, and meeeee <3

Outward Bound Singapore deserves a pretty long post.

I MISS OBS LOADS AND LOADS! I love OBS reallyreallyreallyreallly!<3 scratch scratch scratch

I miss Belinda! And i miss my watch the mostest! ELIZABETH WAS MY FAMILY FOR 5 DAYS.

SIXUAN, WEIXIAN, SHEILA, LATHIGA, VAN, VIM, NAZYRA, TAMMIE, YVONNE, WEITE, BOEY, RUICI, ANNA.
I love you guyyyyys a hell lot. I missed home but I miss ubin tooo. Elizabeth elizabeth elizabeth noone's gonna call us elizabeth ever again. I hate when the school does this kind of stuff then separates us >:( I wish 303 and 306 merged. Seriously, please please?!): I hate letting go. We bonded muchly can.
I didn't even know Tammie before this. Never heard of her, never seen her. And omgg, i miss her and her ever-calm look and angmoh face and that baggy red long sleeved shirt she wears! Yvonne, I miss her vibrating laughh! And I used to be scared of vim and whaddya know, shes so super unscary!Jinx moments!You made me get the take picture thing!((: Vanessa Lim Jia Mei, i love you! I was so freaked in the tunnel thing and you were like this macho woman. Lathiga, you and your sleeptalking. Silver gold? (x I lovee you,holding my hand during night walk! And nazy! She washed our shoes! Nazyra you little thang.(: Nursheila Muez I hope you get better! We rock at pacing and dancing to sexy love with poles! Tak senonoh soulpatrol forever. Key to success by sheila; wet tissues and armpit powder. <3
WEITE! ahh that girl makes me laugh man. leopard+coffee cup=I Love You Weite!
I like 303 people man(:

I miss heavenly orange juice, breakfasts together in a circle and digging into the peanut butter bottle, pitching bashas AND smelling people in the bashas(x, stressing out over how to pack, singing random songs with elizabeth while trekking, belinda and her quotes&stories, sheila singing sun's in the sky oh why oh why would i wanna be anywhere else, gurgling milo and ovaltine with water from those ugly water bottles, wondering when to pee/bathe/change undies, playing I Take Picture, swimming in the quarry!, basssnapclaps, smelly backpacks and lifejackets, sleeping together on the floor like summer camp!, rushing to bathe, not caring whether the ground is dirty, the Elizabeth Tree and Bear, being with Behru!,morning&evening circles, eating instant noodles like mamee, mass peeing!, nightwalk in that scary thing, wiping my ass with a leaf, pacing!, all those high element stuff where everyone was so encouraging(:, kayaking(i love kayaking!), capsizing, bumping lifejackets and everything else back there in Ubin. I'm too tired to type them all out.

Oh and i saw peanut cream biscuits at ntuc just now! The memories...(x

The only trio who capsized in Nehru and Elizabeth <3

306!:D

Damn Brown ><

Elizabeth Choy Watch'07(:

I wish enough "Hellos" to get you through the final "Goodbye". Thank you OBS for giving me the most worthwhile experience(:

OKAY HOMEWORK BECKONS.

OBS!

So stressful. My parents are STILL OUT and i havent started packing AT ALL and im ironing everything and organizing everything by myself. I dont want to be independent someone help me please. Then I came here to this dreaded online world and found out i had chem hmk on the inet which i cant find and POSSIBLY CANT DO. and moony didnt give me my chem ws. I NEED TO PACK LA. ohmygaaaaaawd.

Aida just gave me the light. Thank you aida i love you. But nooo, i need the stupid ws which is with moony. MOOONY!

DAMN CHEMISTRY ASSIGNMENT. Plus, I missed lessons on thursday and friday. How do I cope man how do i cope.

Just a moment ago I was happily dancing and ironing to Pudar and Teman Tapi Mesra with the whole im-loving-life kinda mood. And then BAM all hell came loose. My parents are still out and I called my mum and she laughed at me! SHE LAUGHED AT ME.

deep breaths deep breaths.

Why can't I just bring a suitcase?

Oh oh I bought sandals and tissues and shorts (3 for $10!) and track pants and socks and shirts with abu and roy! Now I shall iron.


diyanah says:
JADI LESS SPACE LAAA
'zaff says:
OHH
'zaff says:
roll into a ball?
diyanah says:
AND I HAVENT BERAK
'zaff says:
or like sausage?
diyanah says:
NOOOO
diyanah says:
YOU FOLD LIKE NORMAL
diyanah says:
THEN YOU ROLL KAY
diyanah says:
MALAS NAK TEKAN CAPS
diyanah says:
ahh

If my parents think this is the perfect time to get me to be more independent and self-helpful(?), THEY ARE SO WRONG.

Yooohoooo. Angklung was boring today): So Deb and I took a 1hr 15 min break. Hahaa. We played getaran jiwa the whoooole day. Annoying.

Yesterday, like the dedicated Frenchie that I am(:, I went to french although i had the flu. Syafiqah had this sandwich thinger with soup. Izza, Tas and I had fondant and pastries. Haha we wanted to action ask the waitress for the food in french but nahh. We kept humiliating ourselves by being too loud or being too jakon. J'aime l'election presidentielle! You french girlies make the boring-est french lessons fun! And it's so cool that we're from four diff schools(:

Now my nose is blocked. Went home with liy and diy and then I saw prettypretty dorcas at the busstop. She always reminds me of liy. Always. With braces pulak tu.
Oh and my dad merajuk because my mum and I don't like the bench he bought. Haha at least my mum didnt kentut laughing at him like she did when i bought her the tea set for her birthday. Ohwells.

Tmr I'm going OBS-shopping for really cheap stuff at bedok with Roy! :D OBS is in.....2 days! TWO DAYS! :O

goodnight.

I FEEL LIKE A WRECK.

my nose is as runny as a waterfall and i keep wiping it on my pjs, my commonwealth is still unfinished and i got really sad news):

))):shootta mey babey.

'zaff says:
HOW DARE YOU CALL ME
'zaff says:
A COPYCAT
'zaff says:
ON MY OWN BLOG
amira. 303, great(: says:
OOPS
'zaff says:
YOU YOU....LA
'zaff says:
hmph
amira. 303, great(: says:
HAHAHHA
amira. 303, great(: says:
SO WHAT CAN YOU DO ABOUT IT HUH
amira. 303, great(: says:
HMPH
'zaff says:
I CAN LIKE..... LIKE.....
'zaff says:
DO SOMETHING AH
amira. 303, great(: says:
HAHAHA LOSER LA TU
amira. 303, great(: says:
YOU CAN LIKE PUT THIS UP ON YOUR BLOG
'zaff says:
PUT WHAT
'zaff says:
AWAK EH TAK EXPLAIN TAU
amira. 303, great(: says:
THE CONVO LA BONGOK
'zaff says:
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
'zaff says:
i see.
amira. 303, great(: says:
okay no more block letters


aida, says:
how old should this girl be
aida, says:
?
aida, says:
17 too early to have sex?


''rOy says:
ZAFIRAH BTE MOHD ZEIN!
'zaff says:
WHAT?
'zaff says:
I COULDNT HELP IT.....
''rOy says:
u told?!

ROY NIIIIIIII.(x

I'M FALLING SICK)))):

just before OBS. pfffffffffffffft.

It really sucks to be sick and doing commonwealth and not understanding one bit of math and wants to sleep all at the same time.
I HAVE A DAMN SORE THROAT. ):

omggg obs obs obs obs obs obs obs obs. sore throaaaaaaaaat.
):

on a lighter note, ive got pretty stationery along with abu and aida![matching things again :O) and my new favourite french word is.....l'election presidentielle. it's hilarious if you read it out loud during class. okay maybe it's just us.

i.want.to.sleep.
ahhhh curses.(like mojojojo y'know)

Commonwealth is killing me. But the phonecall with the mooster helped because normally we bounce ideas of each other and end up having at least a topic/story in the end. yayyy love you moo. I still hate this essay we have to do though cos all the topics are cheem and have underlying meanings. Mrs Miller makes them all sound really cool but now shes gone and my brainjuice is zilch. I love Mrs Miller! The coolest teacher ever ever ever ever.

Debby and SiLing, my deskpartners.(: I like. Debby thinks so totally out of the box. Like outout. And...i love 306 because we suck at math? and ala i just love my class la okay. But i still hate school. Hate it hate it hate it. I hate early mornings and homework and lessonslessonslessons that never seem to end. Why cant something intesresting happen like.....like.....nvm, i'll get back to this someday.


RS, omg i hate that too. yuckyuckyuck. I even hate the journey back home because i get so irritated waiting for stupid Number 12 at the stupid busstop at boring tanah merah with weird people. And I smell. and ayohhh, these days ive been so irritated by so many things and so many people and i feel bad because i dont mean to feel irritated at you. But some things make me go FHEFJKDLGDG inside.): Ohwell im damn irritating too so....heh. And if i've snapped at you or been a pain in the butthole, im sorry :\ How do moo and aida put up with me i dont know.

OK BACK TO COMMONWEALTH. whoah this scott wang guy is damn gooood.

School

School has started and it's damn tiring even if we havent started studying or PE. Im not even a psl or prefect and IM TIRED. I really like 306'07 now and i hope we'll have a nicenice two years together. The people are funny(: and friendly and nice. We have some nice teachers and other not-so-interesting ones but ohwells. Mr tan): scares me everytime. The mooster and me have the reputation of not being perfectly punctual in 105 last time and he always got on our case. Okay not always but y'know what i mean. scaryy. oooh we played contact together on the second day! it was funnnn. i have this goodlittlefeeling about 306'07! :D

And i realised i dont know any sec ones): ZERO. Oh and iqah said her senior said secthree is the no-sleep year. oh that's just grrrreat.

We celebrated Van's belated birthday yesterday, sorry we didnt get you a present WE WERE FOOLISHLY CHEATED OF 10 BUCKS. TEN FISHY BUCKS. We are gonna sue, once we find a way. :\ It made roy aida and me damn pissed on the way home.


(<--- nice right! van forgot to wear her bk crown so we made her a princess(:)




French ayoyoayoyoayoyoooo. Mlle Loy makes me want to quit sometimes but I CANT. AND I SHANT. I WONT. Shes quite loony! In a cute way if you look at it from a positive point of view. Secthree french is really stressful and you feel like sleeping instead cos Number One. This class aint as fun as F2M and i miss F2M like crazyyyyy. Number Two. Madame isnt teaching us!): Number Three. The teacher speaks in french almost throughout the 2 hours. And we're expected to understand.:\ Number Four. I miss F2M reallyreally bad again.

But thank god for izza and syafiqah because they are so amusing!(: And we found out that Tas, Izza and I have a lot of things in common like .... (secret cannot tell(x). Haha the 3 of us were getting excited about the french trip and talking about french hats and leggings and funny stuff. But i shouldnt get my hopes high because i will just cry if i dont go.

ISSY WHERE ARE YOUU?): MAKE FRENCH FUN AGAIN!

okay, toodles.

School's Startin'

SCHOOL'S TMR SCHOOL'S TMR SCHOOL'S TMR. AM I RUBBING IT IN? YES I AAAAAM.

I've been watching SYTYCD on youtube! omg i can go crazyyyy. I'm obsessed, okay maybe not as serious as diy's obsession to mcfly! haha but ALLISON GOT OUT. and she's my favourite girl, with donyelle. I teared up laaa i suck. I watched it alone in my parents' room and my heart was degapdegup when everyone danced like they all dance damn pro-ly and AHHHH i cant stand it. :\ and next week ivan's out. )))): adorableness adorableness. ivan and allison look damn good together. then the whole jump on travis thing....omg so emotional. i watched all the ones sheila asked to watch. you must think i suck but whatever! i have to paste this.



ok dah. SCHOOL'S TMR!