heyy i blogged more below and blogger ripped it allll off like all the memories i so diligently typed longlong.): but im not gonna bother typing them all over again and waste my time. It says 01/01/2007 on the computer clock. It surely doesnt feel like 2007, maybe because school hasnt started.

Crazy Little Thing Called Love by Queen
This thing called love
I just cant handle it
This thing called love
I must get round to it
I aint ready
Crazy little thing called love
This (this thing)
called love(called love)
It cries (like a baby)
In a cradle all night
It swings (woo woo)
It jives (woo woo)
It shakes all over like a jelly fish,
I kinda like it
Crazy little thing called love

There goes my baby
She knows how to rock n roll
She drives me crazy
She gives me hot and cold fever
Then she leaves me in a cool cool sweat

I gotta be cool relax, get hip
Get on my tracks
Take a back seat, hitch-hike
And take a long ride on my motor bike
Until Im ready
Crazy little thing called love

I gotta be cool relax, get hip
Get on my tracks
Take a back seat, hitch-hike
And take a long ride on my motor bike
Until Im ready (ready freddie)
Crazy little thing called love

This thing called love
I just cant handle it
This thing called love
I must get round to it
I aint ready
Crazy little thing called love

"Another year gone and we're getting hotter by the minute:)" Tasneem Musyira sent that sms duh. Hotter by the minute eh tas, then i'd be like damn hot by now kaaaaaan. Damn, i still see the same face in the mirror. Imagine if you got hotter by the minute, like what's the limit to ultimate hotness? -shrugs. But tasneem always sends sms that make me feeel goooood. i love you!(:

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to the muslims out there! :D
I wish they didn't hang saddam on the night of aidiladha, it lacks respect doesn't it?
We celebrated Arham's and Sufi's birthday today, photos will come soon.(:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAN!
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And, Happy New Year Everyone! I can't believe it's 2007. scaryyshit. I'm gonna be FIFTEEN. 15. Another step to leaving kiddieland.): I'm getting olderolderolder. But i hope 2007 brings on better grades, GOLD FOR SYF(:, a happier me!, more memorable moments(good ones i hope!).

Oh and I'm a sixer! Sixer! I like how it sounds. Hi I'm Zaff and I'm a SIXER. 306 mmhm. I've got moo, aida, iqah, weesian, xiner, yingxiang, moony, sixuan, two stefanies! and many more people i kinda know who are nice(: My lab partner, i don't know who she is. Im scared because someone's gotta help me through bio&chem yo. I hope 306 bonds real well because im stuck with you guys for 2 years!

Most importantly, je suis tres contente parce que je suis en classe(en classe? is this correct) f3j avec tasneem, issy, syafiqah, izza and tasneem bets a majority of f2m. so yipeee! It won't be that hard for abu to force me to go for french(i hope), since the class will probably still be nice and funky and i'll look forward to french? i wishwishwish. I think my sec1 madame is teaching us. She's weird, but not like strict strict but okay. She's fast (that's why roy quit), so im a teensy weensy but scared. I really wanna go for the France trip!

So here's to 2006! Even thought 2006 was damn tiring academically, i thought it was a nice year, being a menengahdua and bonding with batchmates. Sec one was more cliquey no? I'll miss being a menengahdua!
Manymanymany things happened this year OHNO last year which will be nicely kept in the back of our little minds like kiq! (who can forget post-kiq tell me), more angklung batchmates and more bonding!, namecalling sec ones (kecuali kecuali you'll always be our Number One), malay batchmates, more movies&shopping&cahaya&moremoney outoutout, TAIPEITAIPEI&kilin!, back of the bus with angklung batchies, ZAIDAFF TWOSOME, getting excited for raya, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL PHASE, disney obsession, getting closer to more people, sheiladiyzaff moments, DANI CALIFORNIA!, RS meetings with my lovelies, giving out surveys with the mooster, number 73!, madame&F2M&getting kicked out for talking, pratas at j8!, korean songs during masjid camp and everything else, disney moments with kim, crazy moments with sujin!, annie wondering why me and kim laugh so much, MRS UMMU CHOO teaching us how to be fighters, mr mat being a prasan&lame history teacher, xuanwei and celene singing behind me, 202 being naughty kids during DC and philo!, swooning over hot people, infamous scandal of october,juicy msn convos with nurdiyanah till next morning, mat/makcik/jamieoliver/girls in love accents with diy!, why-are-we-not-hot discussions with diy!, RAGE&RJCdrama with diysheila, phonecalls with the mooster, hari raya gathering, when a stranger calls!, rgSAK, ORA.......

and alot more.

Byebye 2006, hello 2007!(:

I will now leave you with some parts of old posts of the year 2006....(plays sad song)

I think its disney.puts crazy thoughts into our minds, expanding our imagination. but its not bad la.i have a blogging/msn curfew now.Diy and I.from 8-9. beyond that its homework baby.(<---never happened)

PFFFFT. -SPITS ON GROUND REPEATEDLY-
BRAZIL LOST TO FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THATS MIGHTY SADD LAH.MY DARLING BRAZIL!)))):
sedih tauuuuuuuuuu.
BRAZIL HOW COULD YOU MANNN.NOW I HAVE TO GIVE MUNYA LOLLIPOP!!!!!!!BUT WHATEVER I HATE GERMANY.not the germany country the germany football.ohwells.BUT I LIKE ZIDANE AND HENRY.BUT WTH.BRAZIL IS OUT.
damnnnnnn.first argentina then brazil?
alamaaak.whats happening to the world?!
nvm.my loyalty and diy's will always remain.to brazil<33>
I AM SO NOT WATCHING THIS WORLD CUP ANYMORE.HMPH.
maybe finals la.anyhoos.i can imagine diy screaming in front of the screen. she's writing in CAPS.cos she's all hyper we're going to watch WC when we're 18! cehwah.me too.(:diyborah is going to watch the WC in 2010 together.the 3 of us are gonna pack our bags and escape this terrible life!debb me and diy((:
AND WE'RE GONNA MEET ALL THE FOOTBALLERS AH.;p nannynannypoopoo.

MATH IS OVER!OLEH OLEH OLEH!
andGERMANY'S OUT!IN YOUR FACE TAS&MUNYA.;p
syah/munya/tas +other germany fans had tortured looks on their faces today.
awww.(: -inserts evil laughter.
SO THERE.
brazil out.
GERMANY PUN OUT LA.
we're even, yes munya?
okeydokey.i shall support france now!france better not not win this WC.
then i'll just give up. ( THEY DIDNT'T WIN IN THE END):)

munya: Hello we're from Raffles Girls secondary school and we are doing a survey on......
old woman: nono. you want 1 dollar?
munya and me: HUH?! we are doing a survey.....
old woman: nonono. i can give you 1 dollar. no need.
munya and me: [look at each other] ok nvm. thank you. [gets in the lift and laughs our heads off].
she thought we were beggars ke apa!!! give 1 dollar??!!!munya laughed till there were tears in her eyes. so we laugh laughed then we went up to the next floor, got out and saw this maid gaping at us.like so sudden. we laughed. like this AHAHAHAHAHAH laugh. poor maid!we seriously have bad manners. the we stopped lol-ing and gave her the survey. according to her, she never gets scolded but the employers rarely reasonable! that sent us off again.

france lost. well zidane, you guys could have won. but maybe all that provoking was too much for ya. but still, i mean, you're this real pro legendary football player who's retiring. then you headbutt the person. you could have scored all the penalties or at least enjoyed your last world cup man. what a way to end your career.but dude, you still rock.(:

Tasneem et moi aurons une manifestation contre Materazzi pour Zidane.
Nous parlerons "Zidane, tu es genial!Tu n'a pas tort!"
Ce n'est pas de ta faute.(:
not bad heh.

today we did a bad thing.wakawaka.and we got Singapore idol stuff!and tmr we're going to see it LIVE!yayyay! (we had math remedial remember? haha NOT. we went to my dentist appmt)

me tiq diy syah [easterners] completed our mission.jengjengjeng. it seemed useless.but it was fun. we entertained ourselves.actually tiq entertained us. we kept singing ramdom songs. actually it reminded me of drunk fishermen.people were staring.i just realised weterners dont stare as much as easterners.i like the west.(:we sang the wholeeee way thru. tiq singing sooper loudly.OOOH.and at tampines, we suddenly remembered a malay song we liked and tiq went out to listen to it on her ipod.AND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STATION WE STOPPED AND DANCED AND SHOOK AND SANG AND WHATNOTS.(i loved that moment of pure impromptuness)like we didnt care if pple were staring.although a girl was staring at us in the mrt earlier. while tiq tried to heal my BLUEBLACK. unsuccessfully. YAYYAY.WE CIRCLED THE WORLD.((:

the last day of school was useless la.i should have ponned.but i would have missed post-school lunch with my very fun batchmates, namely DIY MOONY TIQ ABU.gahh.amusing people. ate at CAHAYA. i ate my usual fried rice with eggs.batchies said i have to cut down on eggs.high cholestrol. well, he gave ME ONE EGG.i asked for TWO.but ohwells. I asnwered the DC question by saying i would eat more vegetables.alah.start next week la.(:we laughed alot.i have never laughed so much since uhh since last month or something.but ohmygawd tiq.YOU'RE SPASTIC-ER LAH. especially with you water bottle sticking out in your bag, ready to take off(: and moony!abu!alamak.<3
i cant wait for sleepover. im prince OF charming.(:and yesterday we had amusing DC.202 is <3will>

we're doing souvenirs for ak farewell.they're leaving so early.end of july.kak hab.kak fatin.kak fareeeeen.kak seleeeeenaaa.and the rest.alahai. we've thought of some stuffs. o
mygosh i love sharon to bits!<3>
me diy syah sharon declared our passion on the bus.hehe.oh yes.
i love my wonders too.cos i can tell them everything<3

taupiq, mamat, dolah, hadi, sapek, saipool.diy said anna shud be ahmad.heh.and me diy syah munya are niboneks.and me and aida are zaidaff.so many eh.
theres french controle tmr. ive got no mood to study nor take the damn paper.in the mrt we talked bout lotsa stuff.just me diy and syah.we have lotsa things in common.
we shared deeep stuff. that we each thought noone understood.and we can finally look in the mirror and feel satisfied. we dont feel the need to try or pretend to be people we're not cos its just tiring and depressing. we would all just eat and watch tv! we dont need to be perfect oui?we hate it when people who are obviously pro and know it diss themselves. cos they kinda brings down our self-esteem. and we like told each other stories and stuff.
and shared a tiny piece of our heart.(:
emo sehhh mat mat niii.((:
i love them<3.
anw, sujin and i are partnered up for speech.su jin is crazy! ohwells. apparently shes candycane and im meatball.-.-

saya mat,
mat SIHAT.
kental-kental, pun SOLAT
aku dah penat,nak jadi sahabat?
we're mat sihats.(:

we ended up eating at kfc and acting spas. me and sheila ordered the new spicy burger and it didnt look like the picture so we asked if this was the real burger.sheils actually opened her bun.><
and we stuck straws together and tried to drink.apparently, it could only work with 2 straws.we were kinda depressed aft eating and ended up walking very enthuly to lido to watch "when a stranger calls" (don't waste ur 10 bucks on it people!)
we were imagining our lives to be a movie while we were running frantically.heh.
SO ANW.the movie was suspenseful.it just ended dumb.i wana sue the director.
WE'VE GOTTA NOE THE KILLER DUDE.after all the calls, we still dont noe hu the heck he was.but it was traumatic.we kept feeling sick and traumatized at the mrt and talking bout horror movies and wondering bout psycho people and stuff.taking mrt with diy, syah, tiq is amusing!we easterners(:i cant believe i wasted my money.but still, IT WAS A FUN DAY WITH DARLING BATCHIES.

i wanna be a chef mann.
nvm me deb and diy are opening a hotel cum restaurant.im the head chef.(:
we should train at shatec.
but deb's opening a lingerie label called bribery.><
guess who're the models?(x

madame: blahblahblah(shes teaching sumtin)
us girls: oooohhhhh
madame: blahblah
us girls: oooohhhh
madame: OH OH YOUR HEAD! -laughs with that laugh-

like my french class!oh the love!madame positioned herself on the fan cos she was hot. and she said "im too tired to move,its such a hot day"and jingyi said "EXERCISE madame!"and madame said "WHATS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!"and she thinks casatrina is the normal Rgs girl while me and jingyi are the not as clever, loud ones.we got sent out of class for talking on wed. x))its not our fault the nus people are damn smarter than us and we cant answer her questions.ohwells i still love F2M.

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life. I'm walking away.
oh paul forget what the judges say, i wear braces too and you make me swoon(:gawd i wish i could walk away. but nooo, i have to tell my parents my marks one day and mugmugmug and all those other problems.

i have no idea why but diy and i are watching siti videos and agnes monica. sudden sudden. pernikahan dini seemed long ago, so long tak watch. i remember siska rushing home and forcing me to watch till i liked it. walau.agnes monica and siti sing overprotected.wacaw. agnes sang better. cos english i think. propro. but agnes not muslim ah. sexymexyy wheewheet! the sudden interest in agnes monica :\i shall listen to pudar again cos pudar makes me happy and reminds me of the time syahdiytiq and i stopped outside the mrt to listen to it and it made us damn happy((:

...and when I close my eyes, I see you for who you truly are, which is UUUGLAY.totalleh.

and tmr, i will be going to an egg farm. i think. i like eggs. maybe they'll give me some telur mata lembu.yummy.i entirely dont get philo. its so annoyingggg. but typing philo journals make me feel pro(:. but i end up not knowing what the heck im typing about. tmr's the last day of school before HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.yay.too bad theres ak tmr. ): pffft.plusplusplus, i have to hand in my philo journal and math assignment and maybe geog essay by tmr. and watta amma ii doingdoing.WATTA AMMA II DOINGDOING. you make me go doingdoingdoing.ive decided that i shall try my veryvery best to survive french till sec4 cos i wana go to france and speak french fluently and probably study in france for a little while and eat french croissants by the lake and go on those french strikes theyre so famous for. (:

We talked and talked and talked and played TRUTH OR DARE.(: I shall not reveal no truths but for dares, i had to dip my head into the pool water, jas had to shuttle run to van's shoes, roy had to do a sexy chicken dance and van had to shout "jack i'm flying" at the railing like rose. omg van you embarass me.(xAhhh it felt good. we should mug there next year or something. The place reminds me of Ruby pier from the five people you meet in heaven.(:

Anyway, i went to geylang! today and guess who i met. well, we met a lot of people but...

"ZAFF!"-turns around.

"SYAH!!!!"-run to each other.

"ZAFF!"

"SYAH!"

"ZAFF"

"SYAH!"

-you'd think we'd both have more vocabulary to say to each other dont cha-

Better still, we got 600g of FAMOUS AMOS!!!! Sheila bring kay tmr.Then we went to topshop!, where we admired the ex stuff. Sheila and I tried on clothes!yayyy. Cheap thrill uhhuh.(:Oh and not to forget, we got LISTERINE!; this way to a new smiiiileee. Haha dont you think its a catchy phrase. I could say it again and again. This way to new smileeee.

Oh HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: someone kentut-ed during the silence before intro of bandung. abu and i were like laughing like shit wthh the kentut was so distinct. ahhhh so kesian the person who let out the kentut. awww.

And kecuali alamak she's so annoying, but i bet she knows we call her kecuali. Awww kesian kecuali, NOT. gawd, i'm so mean. :\ But she gets on our nerves really.

'zaff says:first time i watch

'zaff says:i crush giler

diyanah says:ha ah

'zaff says:is she 14 too?

diyanah says:entahh

'zaff says:he put her hands around him

diyanah says:she got tetek

'zaff says:IMAGINE A GUY DID THAT

'zaff says:TO US

diyanah says:so MATURE

'zaff says:ohyah

diyanah says:shit

diyanah says:imagine la

'zaff says:i would fall in love

diyanah says:i'll just fall in love la

diyanah says:JINX

'zaff says:JINX

Never underestimate your class(: cos we beat classes we never thought we could beat and though our class hasn't been wonderfully bonded over the year, we all gathered up loadsa class spirit and won cheers. OHYEAHH. ;) we gay! :D

Friday was the lastlastlast day of school. Last day with 202. We played charades at the end of that day!(: I'll miss you guys because i know that even if we havent been the most bonded class, there wouldnt be another class i would choose to switch over to. I'm scared of the new faces i'll be seeing next year in my new class. But well, i can make new friends! eh eh so cornyy.

ALH WE'RE ONLY 14. I DONT THINK EVEN MY PARENTS HAVE PROBLEMS LIKE THESE. WE WERE A BONDED BATCH UMM ONE MONTH AGO. everyone's crazy. seriously. JUST PLAIN LOONY I TELL YOU.

We were like Mafia.

Stategy #1. Act loony like we really were going crazy and losing it and if kakfarid didnt let us off, we'd go absolutely wonkers. Diy and Jiawen would eat their mallets, Azira would just be QUIET and Syah and I would do something weird with our angklungs. We were laughing like crazyyy thinking of it. And azira couldnt shut her mouth, we vowed to keep her out of the club if she wasnt quiet(x

Stategy #2. The riskiest and the coolest but we could we expelled and sent to The Girls' Home if mrs fwghhvk found out. This plan was super planned but with many loopholes. Shit, we looked like criminals from Prison Break. Anyway, the plan was to tell sheila to sms us to hurry to go ICYL cos we're late and they need around 5 people namely US. Sheila! <3>n pro la her sms!(: She sounded so real. Haha. We figured it'd be better to send the sms to Azira since she's a PIT so we asked Diy to change the sms to Azira instead of her and added some other stuff. Then asked Azira to change Kak Diy's contact in her hp to Kak Sheila's so that it seemed like it's from Sheila! Ahhh, the stuff that we do for the sake of escaping. So diy could just forward the sms. But then, we got wimpy and decided this was too risky and maybe we'd get suspended or jailed or not get any awards if mrs wghkwf told kakfarid. We discussed this so intensely, we seriously wanted outta theeere. But it made us laugh a hell lot. We were talking it out on the court when kakfarid walked by, we wanted to scream WE WANNA GO HOOOME.

Strategy #3. Get out of the school, go tiong bahru plaza and say we were getting lunch. But no, impossible since the others saw us eating in the canteen and some of us left our valuables back there.

Strategy #4. Get lost in the school, walk around trying to find the place for one hour, long enough for creative compo to be over. We didn't want creative compooo. it's scaryy.

reading old posts can be pretty sweet. they seem such a long time ago.
haha theres a lot more but poor you so give yourself a pat on the back and get outta here!
bye!

Guess what iiii found! jengjengjengJENNGGG

Oh it's baaaack. Yes the curse of Taipei is back in Singapore to haunt us....mainly diy and me. And probably some angklungers. o.O.
Yesyesyesyes it's the Curse Of The Kilin Key (ohman that should be a horror movie). It's ugly, thick, green and the worse part, it's got the number 328 in block lettering on it. Just looking at it brings back memories. *shudders*
It's so grossss la omg, mainly because it's so thick and bulky. But I'm gonna keep it all the same as a reminder of how it totally ruined our morning (getting scolded by mrs ahem ahem is just plain baaaad) and how we hated that room so much we left it after only 10 min. Awww, but i miss taipei and darlingdarling roomies and late nights!
So i was gettingread for angklung yesterday morning and i was wondering wth my makeup bagwas so fat so i opened it and saw this huge ugly thing. I tried to remember when i bought such a thick makeup case when i realised to my horror(!!) that it was room 328's key! woooohooooooooo. My heart jumped and hopped and went loopdeloop. HAHAHA if you were at taipei, you might know the impact this key has on diy&me.:Oh and boy did it have an impact on other people. The people i told mainly omg-ed or laughed. tsk me. All the while in taipei
while makeupping and all, i never checked my makeup bag?!
Oh trauma trauma.


Anyhoos, today I finally cut my hair (byebye padi!) and i look like a freaking guy really. But nvm, it's legal. Before that i went to someone's wedding and they had brownies! yay yumyum.
And i should stop eating dairy products so much :
Oh and yesterday was esplanade performance! Saw someone I didn't wanna see. Ohman, got to call moo later. Haha it was damn tiring but we got our own superstar rooms and nametags so we could action a little bit.
Some titik of pee -Azira
I love that merepek girl!

I can't wait to qattam qur'an soon! I hope this isnt one of those shortlived unpadi-days.
Tmr i'm gonna be almost secthree.): damn.

Anyway, i found my heart song!(:

Yay, internet's back on!(:

I've been trying to be a chef these days. Home alone makes me bored so i go to ntuc and buy groceries, pretending to be jamie oliver preparing for this mega bash(x
I should seriously think of a career alternative, because i cant cook for nuts. Number one, i was looking at the racks with the prego sauces and such to make this wonderful pasta(yes i know i action la i action) and there was this gross smell, worse than pee. I was like is it the pasta rack or what? then i realised i was stepping in this puddle of vinegar/olive/gross stuff liquid which was suppposed to be mopped up. The saleswomen were laughing. Never tell me got puddle what! I walked home with a stinky foot. And pants. Number two, i bought garlic bread. You're supposed to put it in the microwave for 40 sec. I put it in for 40 MIN. It was rock hard lemme tell you. Number three, i didn't know how to on the oven. I CANT EVEN WORK KITCHEN APPLIANCES.

oh Jamie Oliver would be so disappointed in me.):

oh but WAIT TILL YOU HEAR THIS!
My 6-year-old cousin went for an operation the other day, because apparently there was something wrong with her nose. And what did the doctor find deep in her little nose? A long piece of masking tape. It's been there for 3 months. And shes been acting normal all this while. How can it not be uncomfortable kan? She said she wanted to be like Mr Bean. WTH? Never told my aunt even. She stuck the tape in and wanted to dig it out but her effort only pushed the tape deeper in. They keep it in a little bottle. I saw it. Damn gross.
And that day she was combing my hair and all then i heard this spitting sound. Thank god i caught her in time. She was spitting on the comb.
Me: Inin! What are you doinggggg?!!
Her: Oh, shampoo ah.
Me: With your saliva???On my hair?
Her: Mr Bean did it what. Make the hair easier for combing.

I never knew kids could take Mr Bean seriously. Look where it leads ya!

Anyhoo, Love Actually was on 5 yesterday! I <3 color="#ff0000" size="4">Love Actually! <33333
It's got sentimental value okay!

On 6 December 2004 (kan tas?), Me, Tasneem, Syamimi, Sakina, Soleha and Aisyah were watching it on the plane back from our P6 Perth Trip which was ultimately 6 days of pure happiness. It was Christmas season and we spent 6 days together with the others. We all had a hugehugehuge crush on Perth, not the country but this boy from the Australian school we visited! Ohman Love Actually fills me with happy memories! And the ending, where the girl sings All I Want For Christmas Is You. Whoooosh, damn sweeeet the movie.
Anyway, the SIX OF US were in love with Perth(excuse us, we were younger). But Syamimi, Sakina, Me and Tas were the closest so we shared the room in the farmhouse(with bunk beds how cool is that!) and we talked about Perth for hours and hours. Like sisters y'know. With light from the lamps only. In a farmhouse yo. He's hot okay(: We all wanted to buy I <3 Perth shirts but we got the yellow signs instead. Tas got the shirt. Perth is a convenient name. Ohyes, he's got thai blood.

We all got his email address and allllll(((: Ahhh i miss those times. We made friends there too! Like emma and ashleigh(who's perth's gf btw) and other names i cant rmb. Ashleigh was in my group! And this other friendly boy. I should stop babbling now cause then you'd get bored. But i love the perth trip! I miss my old friends and everythingeverythingeverything. PERTH IS STILL HOT.whew. ohmaaaaan i remember the first time we met the australian kids and i looked back and saw him and immediately told tas "there's a hot guy behind" and i dont usually say such things unless its major and boy was it major! Omg im starting to miss primary school all over again and ad ;ggfwb fkw. I want to cry.): THE PERTH TRIP WAS FREAKING FUN AND SO WAS PRIMARY SCHOOL. oh and perth and his friends were amazed at how fast malays speak(x
We also did a variety of things which im not gonna tell you because it's our little perth secret(:
Oh and they cut of parts from Love Actually yes they did.tas and i were smsing each other throughout the show! sighs. Watching on the plane while having our dinner, it was the perfect end to the perfect prisch trip. Syamimi and I were making this gross concoction with our plane dinners. Love Actually<3 I miss you primary school folks so badly):

Okay enough about my reallygoodprimaryschooltrip(x, I want to go to France next year! Hopefully with Tas, Munya, Issy, Izza, Jingyi and Syafiqah! I have to work super hard on french and not pon (abu&tas dont let me pon kay!). Then me and tas will be as good as Nicole HAHAHA. But she's so pro la, so 3/4 as good as her also can. I want to be good in french! Going to France would be this huge opportunity to interact and all. And shop and see the sights(: I wana be fluuuuuent in french oui oui.


This holiday I realised I've been doing plenty of thinking and reflecting and remembering. Sometimes i sit in the car and like think of this random memory and smile to myself. And one time at 1am, i couldnt sleep so i took down all my ballet stuff from my cupboard and went through them. My notebook with all the positions and exercises! I miss ballet man. I still have plenty of memories from ballet. The recitals, summer school, leotards and satin ribbons.
This holiday my family and i spent a great deal of time together, and ibuayah and me go out together, something rare when stupid school reopens. I also got plenty of lectures and talks which made me really think about life and my family and where i am. I swear my dad can always make me cry in a lecture. A good guilty cry that is. Time alone during the holidays makes me miss everything and everyone.

I also went to malacca&KL with siska and family! This year i havent spent much time with her, which diff sch schedules, her mum off to dubai. We shared rooms so we could talktalktalk. I miss that girl really. 11 years of friendship can amount to a great deal of memories and we often talk about our kiddie days since i spent almost 90% of my life with her. Sometimes we just share memories like i'll remind her of this time and she'll remind me of this other time. Funny thing, we forgot how we started talking to each other in kindergarten. The BFF who went to the wrong makeup station for k2 concert and got powder all over her face<3

And my cousins i miss them too): I love them as they are but i wished we all stayed young and they had time to play and be goofy. Had time to be there y'know. I think im scared of change, i hate change. I dont wanna go to secthree because it makes me older, as though i'm leaving all the memories and going further away from kidsville. I wanna be a kid again. Or at least be happy. Generally I'm not happy. As in i'm happy but....i keep wanting the past and wishing things never changed. Wishing it wasnt like this and it wasnt like that. I want to be satisfied and not missing everything the whole time, so that i can have memories now too.

whew, long post.
I better not keep diy waiting any longer. night.

Ohgawd why do i keep doing these useless stuffff.

1.How tall are you?
I forgot!

2.Have you even been unfaithful in a relationship?
Zafirah bte mohd zein was never in a relationship. unless you're talking family relationships?

3.Do you own a gun?
I had nice toy ones. I loved guns man, and pretending to shoot my cousins.

4.If you had a mental disorder,what'd it be?
uhm...

5.How many letters are there in your crush's name?
not telling! people would guess too easily.

6.What do you think of hot dogs?
of all things, why dogs?

7.What's your favourite christmas song?
All I Want For Christmas Is You(:

8.What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Cadbury Hot Chocolate(:/Milk/Orange Juice

9.Do you do push-ups?
I should but i dont! Kakhas and kakliy did them at camp! Kakliy does it every night :\ ohman i should. then my boncetness would turn into abs!

10.Have you ever done ecstasy?
Nope.

11.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Question 2.


12.Do you like the rain?
Yes, but without the lightning and thunder please.


13.Do you own a knife?
Penknife?


14.What do you smell like?
My soap.


15.Do you have A.D.D?
nawww.

16.Full initials?
ZMZ. omg!! i realised its so cooool! ZMZ ZMZ ZMZ. how cool is thaaaat!

17.Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
1. I want a good breakfast tmr.
2. Should I get something to drink now?
3. I need to go to ntuc to stock up the fridge.
okay 4. how do i not get fat when all i think about is fooood?

18.Name the last 3 things you have bought today:
Hot, brownies, currypuffs.

19.Name 5 drinks you regularly drink:
Hot Choc, Orange Juice/Apple Juice, Ribena!, h20 when im at school, milk

20.What time did you wake up today?
late!

21.Can you spell?
sometimes, i forget to spell things.

22.Current worry?
Not having a good breakfast. Ohman i disgust myself.

23.Favourite place to be:
Home(:

24.Least favourite place to be:
hmm.....it depends.

25.Where would you like to go?
Anywhere but back to school. A trip farfar away maybe!


I shall stop doing this meme because there are plenty of qsns and im bored alrd. I went to Siska's today! Watched Happy Feet! It's so amusingly cute! I like. Her swing's gone ): I'll miss the swing, we shared loads of memories there. I miss being in kindergarten and going to siska's house almost everyday. Alah there's alot of things i miss. Like the old mcdonald's at central. )): Siska and I ruled the playground okay, ruled it!

Ohyes, i have a new wallet, pencil and waterbottle! Whoohooo. I like.

I should be sleeping.
night.

liy: haha thanks liy! will do!
sheila: haha. is that bad or good? ><
diy: whoah.
issy: oh dang i miss you and F2M too! And Mrs Puff! Aww, Merry Xmas to you too! Enjoy your holidays and lots of love!<3>
azira: ahh i miss you and your voice ringing in my heeead babehh.
muneerah(because she's special(:): and you're gonna save the world with me! we always planned that in primary school. oh the ol' prps days): SIGHS I MISS YOU.

buhbyenow.(like corey says it y'know.moo awak tau kan?)

I am bored. I realise theres nothing to do online except bloghop and youtube and friendster, which are getting kinda old.

I should write poems or something, or a short story. But my brainjuice is looooow, no inspiration or anything. I want to do something productive like helping out at mercy relief or doing volunteer work or something.

Somethingsomethingsomethingsomething.

http://www.makepovertyhistory.org/video/

I hate myself sitting here doing nothing productive but still having the easy life, like i could just grab a bite in the fridge and just have a nap on my comfy bed when there are children out there alone, not having a decent place to sleep. And passers-by can just walk past that little kid in the yellow dress video like it's normal to see a little girl create a makeshift bed all by herself on the street. And most of us take things for granted, we complain about everything, not stopping to consider how our troubles compare to the needy or the orphans or hungry children in Africa.
I complain about school, well who doesnt, and homework, and not having a very fun life but i know there are people out there who have it worse than me. There are children who don't even go to school.

Oh and the toddler video, this reallyreally young kid, puts her sibling on the pavement and covers her with a blanket. The kid is porbably 5 years old? And her sibling is 2. The video states she can't walk yet. You know why? Because rats chewed off her toes. These toddlers live on the pavement. ON THE PAVEMENT.

The Orphans of Nkandla video, the kids' mom died of Aids and their dad is dying. One of them said their mum used to do everything and now she's gone and she has to do everything. And her younger sibling was crying through the whole video. I fight with my mum at times, and act as if she's gonna be here with me my whole life. I have to admit, i can't survive without my parents. They support me and all, but sometimes i'm such an ungrateful kid and i take things for granted. You'll never miss someone or something till they're really gone. And now that girl, who's probably my age, has to take care of all her siblings and suffer with the loss of the two most important people in the world. Their dad died soon after the video btw.

So I know i'm one lucky kid.

Renaissance@An-Nahdhah

One of the best camps i've been to besides p5 adventure camp(:
I liked the camp woohoo! I think the camp taught me a lot and gave me assurance about my religion and showed me just how beautiful Islam is :D.

wait. this is not related to masjid but....
diyanah says:
maybe we AS GIRLS are taking it too hugely

i realised girls really do take everything too hugely haha. like we take a little something and interpret it to be like this huge thing. okay, maybe i don't make sense la, but i think we take things hugely because....well because.... okay nvm it's at the back of my head somewhere.

So so we learnt alot of stuffs and i was in the Al-Khawarizmi grp with kakliy! But we always got last place awww. Ooh the first presentation i said to abu her grp was gna get first and she said mine was and it turned out i got 4th and she got 3rd. How perasan was that man. There are alot of greatgreat muslim scholars who invented and discovered and made loads of contributions to the world. They don't as much recognition as the Westerners do la, but umm uztad -inserts name- (i forgot) said we have to be objective about the West(: I really liked that discussion session ah cause i really listened and it was meaningful. aww i feel so ENRICHED. Like we have to balance....uhhh religious stuff and....like other stuff? mmhm. And like when non-muslims ask us questions and how to answer like that. Ooh i liked the astronomy one too! I never knew i could listen in a talk about astronomy. But when the lights were off we all went ooooh cos the picture on the slide was pretty. okay so we didnt get to see stars in the morning and at night.): oh and it takes years for you to say from earth....

"ibu masak apa"
and her to reply ON THE SUN...
"ibu masak asam pedas"

you'll be dead by the time she replies.(x

ohyeah and we had to draw to introduce oursleves and we played alot of games WHICH I THUCK AT. SO SO SO that's all i ever say.

anyway, we girls (kakliy,kakmyrah,kakhas,abu,roy,me) had the nice computer room to oursleves where we were constantly entertained by korean songs(: It was funn ah we ordered macs and played stress. ROY YOU STINK AT STRESS. hehe. then kakliy and kakhas when to sleep then me, roy, abu and kak myrah started talking and gossiping and blurting alot!:D That was cool ah because we were all nice and comfy (me in my telekung kain, don't ask). We talked till maybe 3.30 then kak myrah went to sleep and we 3 continued! yayy like sleepover!

we never slept at all. I had this pee feeling so we all headed to the toilet. Being such a kind girl, someone didn't want to wake the others so she closed the door which was auto. So we were stuck. Tiga abduls. And one abdul started to kentut, and so the other abdul kentutted too. Kesian the last abdul, nasib not that smelly.(x how loser are we, noone picked up the phone so we didnt get to go inside till it was time to get up. sheesh.

Day two was mainly the pump thing, which confused me. And we had to share what we learnt. What everyone said was true(: all that they learnt and stuffs.

so anyway roy came over to my house and we sat on my couch and talked,

I LOVE YOU ROY'YANI BTE ABDUL RAZAK! ahhh we rock la!<3
aww abu we wished you were there! thanks for inviting us anyway.you kept your promise, it wasn't boring.(:

Time to Grow



I realised the girl is singing in french!nice ah.
Where do I go,
(J'ai plus de mots),
What do I do,
(J'ai plus le gout),
I can't deny I still feel something,
And girl, I wish,
Et je sais que tu le sais,
You've broken the bond,
(Même si je t'aime),
I gotta move on,
(Même si je sais),
But how do I end this lonely feeling?,
You've gone,
(Je pars),
I'm here,
(Ailleurs),
Alone,
I guess it's time to grow.

yayyay french!
Ohwells i'll blog about camp,which was fun(: tonight or something, bye!

Heart and Souls(:

Big Girls Don't Cry by Frankie Valli &The Four Seasons
Big girls dont cry, big girls don't cry

Big girls don't cry (they don't cry)
Big girls don't cry (who said they don't cry)
My girl said good-bye (my oh my)
My girl didn't cry (I wonder why)

(Silly boy) Told my girl we had to break up
(Silly boy) Thought that she would call my bluff
(Silly boy) But she said to my surprise
Big girls don't cry

Big girls don't cry (they don't cry)
Big girls don't cry (who said they don't cry)

Baby I was cruel (I was cruel)
Baby I'm a fool (I'm such a fool)

(Silly girl) Shame on you your Mama said
(Silly girl) Shame on you, you cried in bed
(Silly girl) Shame on you, you told a lie
Big girls do cry

Big girls don't cry (they don't cry)
Big girls don't cry (that's just an alibi)

I love this song(: and Walk Like A Man too! I watched Heart and Souls on HBO this morning! Woohoo HBO does me goooood. It's an old movie la about this four people who die in a bus accident and at that same time, a baby is born and they're stuck with him so they're ghosts. But they're more of guardian angels and protect him. It's so cool la like got imaginary friends. They are all around him since he was born so they're really close to him. They always sing Walk Like A Man and it's so cute, the boy is so little and he sings the song so adorablyyyy. When he turned 7, the 4 ghostss(2 girls,2guys) decided they shouldnt see him anymore cos people think the boy (thomas) is weird, having invisible friends and all. he's damn cute, you should see him cry! and and talk in front of his class. Damn cool to have friends your classmates cant see. Anyway, they're still around him but he can't see them till he grows 20+ with a girlfriend and all. The ghosts know everything about him la. Then one day the bus driver who died too wants to take them to the afterworld, but thing is, their life is unfisnished and needs Thomas's help. Then they appear again, he freaks out and such. But then slowly, each one of them fulfils what they wanna do on earth. So touchinggggg. And they gotta do if fast cos they have to return to heaven. Oh one of the ghosts gets reunited with her children all with Thomas's help. Thomas always gets humiliated cos he has to help the ghosts and well, noone can see them. And when the woman who has to go after being reunited wants to say goodbye to Thomas she says "Now i have to say goodbye to my two sons" as in Thomas is like her real son cos she's been caring for him and all. So sweeeeet. And i love the songs.(:


isn't he cute! I was swooning on the phone to roy hehe sorry roy. but he was much younger in the movie. the grownup thomas was acted by Robert Downey Jnr.







Yayyy i love Heart and Souls. Oh i watched A Series of Unfortunate Events on HBO yesterday. I never watch before tauuuu.

ohwells, bye!

I'M BACK FROM KL AND MALACCA YAYYYAY
AND I HAD FAMILY CHALET AND MS CHUNG'S WEDDING LAST WEEK WHICH WAS FUNFUNFUN.
SO I WAS FINALLY ENJOYING THE HOLIDAYS WHOOPEDOO.
I shall blog with pictures sometime this week, when i'm feeling good and ready. o.O

I watched American Pie Presents Band Camp on HBO! I love HBO seriously. Arielle Kebbel is hot, when she's blonde. In Grudge 2 I didnt recognise her la. I liked that movie, those funny teenage movies.

OH I WATCHED CICAKMAN!!!!!!! AT MAHKOTA PARADE CINEMA. it's better than english spiderman or batman or superman, porbably cos there's SAIFUL APEK&aznil&yusry.(: yayy i like. CAK-CAK-CAK. Damn funny, but danny(yusry) died. So sad ayoh my heart was all poof. sighs. Spiderman was never funny, never.

ahh i shall blog more some other time. night!