I am happy because!

I have a picture with Nash but I look very fugly in it and it's on sheila's blog anyway so nvm:) And he said "You don't bend down, I bend down." Yesyes Sheila, Sheila's cousin, Iqah, Bimbo & I went to see JDI at Tampines Library and it was veryvery cool :) And! Nash asked "Any of you ladies wanna dance?" at one point then Sheila&I had difficulty answering cause we were too staring at his face. Oh and I kept pulling Sheila's bulus off her arm cause I was too exciteddd. I can't wait for mondays now :D

Social beginning eh soulpatrol? <3

Ohman): Liy&Diy&Sheila are leaving today!

School's out!

Ohyes Happy Belated to Aida & Hanis, I love you both!

Holidays officially start now but I feel the same, maybe because it's still Friday. I really wanna do a lot of stuff during the holidays that I'm not sure is possible but I shall try because if I don't do what I wanna do then Term 3 will be very sad. I think I'm gonna miss class outing to sixuan's cause I'll be away but nvm la, some other time. I cant wait for Hanoi, never been there before. :)

Kem Kewartawanan will be fun, I hope. And hopefully next monday I'll be going out with my disco mamaaaaaaas :D Oh yeah I havent ask moo. OI MOO CAN OR NOT?

Oh yesterday was freaky, people shouldnt look up at trees at night and point :\

oh! Wednesday we watched Jeux D'enfants which is a reaaaaaaly realllllyyyy awesome french movie! I can't get over it's coolness:) French movies are never boring, not cliche & very interesting. Out of the box kinda love story. Kinda sadistic but Very nice. Plus, the actors were really cute when they were little and hot when they grew older! The guy is really cute :D:D The part where they kissed on top of a car was the bestest! Bea has the CD and I wanna borrow it so can watch it with Tas.

I wanna wtch Priceless but it's NC-16. Let's sneak in ah Tas!

Game?

tas: you're gatal.
hanis: you're gay.
moo: you're lame. give the picture to gatal tas who cant shut up about the picture :)

Tomorrow is my friend's birthday & if I don't wrap her present she'll be pretty sad & we don't want her to be sad during her birthday right so adios amigos!

I miss Saturday. Now it's back to hell school. Anyway,

I WANT AH!

Meet the hottie :)

Just finished watching Gubra alone in my parents' room with the lights off but the sexy stained glass light on and the aircon on full blast, pillows and covers all around me. From here I can see my parents taking a walk outside holding hands talking about how many more plants we need in the house i bet :) I love the movie! Gubra cant beat Sepet because Jason's not there anymore): but his brother Alan is cute(!) and that nurse guy is super cute too!Yay chinese guys:)

Sharifah Amani is so chioooo and the movie's hilarious. I was laughing out loud like some crazy dickhead. "Tetek berbulu""I saw her bogel tengah skipping rope" Haha. Sepet&Gubra must be two of my favourite movies because theyre both so meaningful and funny and open. The movie shows everything, it doesnt hide certain stuff so yeah it's real unique compared to other malaysian movies. I think living in a kampong is fun. I wished I had the chance to grow up in a kampong and hear the tuktuktuk of the bilal knocking that wooden thing then the azan. Oh and theres this part where Timah and Mas were praying then Alan was praying in the church then Jason's parents were praying for their dead son. Like 3 different types of prayers.So meaningful. I love it when the chinese speak malay (so cute!) and when Orked sings korean/chinese? songs

I wish Jason was alive though cause Orked's husband is a creep although I thought he was nice at first. He calles her budak kecik and she calls him orang tua. Heh. Oooh and the bilal and his wife are so adorable. Tak malu but touching. Ahwell, love is sweet man :D

Anyway, I enjoyed yesterday. For once, after a really long time, I had fun :D

Baked brownies and cookies with the mooster and then went swimming with the same slenger sleepover bunch whom I love:) Slept in the car on the way to drama and dreamt about Liy and Mrs Anis....and hari raya.

RJ Drama was really good and fun! Kak Sarah YOU ARE THE BOMB! All the actors&actresses were amazing and the plot and script was real pro. Got to hug and see a lot of seniors whom I miss veryvery much. I MISS THEM. And Sheila told me Nash was there! Wth): Missed him but nvm, we have this saturday aye! Okay it's so late at night alrd. bye!

DESTRESS;



HELLLLOOOOOOOO :D

Moo & I have just finished baking cookies with peanut butter centres and some are hangus. But it's okay, they're still goooood:)

Later we're going swimming with the homies(always wanted to use that word) and baking brownies. Then we're going ro RJ DRAMA.


WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO OKAY BYE.

Wednesday&Pugsley

Okay today was a better day, thank you. Wednesday's are always pretty much slack so goody I needed that. Two free blocks and spent Malay watching Pontianak 2. I love Malay because there's no stress during Malay. most of the time.

French Orale today! We all thought it was quite fun:\ but it kinda was! It's kinda cool conversing with babiloy in french and understanding her and replying nonsense. I kinda made weird noises to make up for some words i didnt know. French always make weird noises what.Pandai ah:)
So there was this question, describe someone close to you or something and i said Tas and told her we were from the same primary school.

Final question; (in french la duh but i dont know how to say some words)

Name a bad quality of Tasneem.
Uhhh
Anything. She talks too much maybe?[HAHA PADAN MUKA]
Je trouve que elle dit...(I find that she talks...) [I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TOO MUCH WAS]
Hmm? Dit sur?(Talks about?)
Garcon! (BOYS!)
Oh! *she laughs and rolls her eyes

I TOLD MY FRENCH TEACHER DURING MY ORALE THAT TASNEEM LIKES TO TALK ABOUT GUYS. Sorry Tas, I love you and I was just telling the truth! I bet babiloy wasnt surprised though:) So orale wasnt so bad, I will mug for controle, I will. I am determined not to let french complete my whole screwed up gpa by flunking it too so mug I shall.


Our class challenge is to eat during the 20min break on long mondays before Chem. So we're doing this potluck thing where we bring stuff that are fast to eat but yummy too. Woo how cool are we?


Heh Irreplaceable in Spanish. I'd like to translate a song into french one day. Could turn out gooood.

When I came on the comp I saw my mum's previous webpage. She was searching for "kate spade bags for sale at singapore department stores". I love her cause she's so cool like that.

I just finished tuition. ): The work does not stop man. I wonder where we're going. Where this train of students+shit is going. Maybe we're driving to the end of the world :O

I passed Math.

that's enough for now right?

CAUSE I'M TIRED.

Hello, where'd my life go?

Ditched angklung because I literally felt like a piece of shit in the toiletbowl swirling round and round. Had time with Diy where we practically ranted and expressed our opinions and sulked and talked about the things that bother us. And y'know what, I cannot take it anymore. I cannot live on not being happy and going to school everyday convincing myself this is for my benefit. I think I've been kidding myself all this while because school sucks. I'm freaking fifteen and I don't have a life at all. No social life, nothing. I'm fifteen and I feel 50. A 100 year old woman would have had more fun. MYAs just ended last week and the first day back we have lessons? Full-on lessons with no sympathy, no sensitivity? We worked our butts off and we're not in the mood to study, not even to look at the damn whiteboard. )': I'm tireddd of school. IM TIRED LA. I feel like pulling my hair out and screaming and kicking. RARRRARRARRR! If you were in front of me right now, I'd bite you. Give us a break. Why don't we have a break? WE NEED A BREAK. Doesnt anyone understand??? Other schools have breaks. Hell, theyre so much smarter than us OKAY MAYBE ME. My math is wayyy below average. Dont start on Chem&Bio. Why do I even come to school? I dont even know now. And the most annoying thing is that we're expected to do our own research for everything THEN WHAT DO WE GO TO SCHOOL FOR): Might as well give us a worksheet with websites and books to read up. Omg I really cant stand this, I need a break. It's just post MYA and we're starting lessons like theres no tmr. I hate the school system or whatever system. I feel like I'm having this midlife crisis and I'm fifteen pleaseeeee. Save me someone? Diy&I realised we have so many problems which are almost impossble to solve. And I bet our feedback doesnt even reach the school heads. Noone hears our rants or asks our opinion before throwing every bloody thing in our faces. Crisis crisis it's just a quarter of my life man. And to make matters worse, orchard is filled with happy-looking teenagers that make you so jealous because you know they have a life. They're teenagers for crying out loud. Us?

My self-confidence is already damn low dang it. I wanna be PRETTY. I wanna be a teenage girl and go out and dress up and talk about nonsense. Now we just talk about nonsense everytime to relieve stress. Stress. People seem to say it easily without really thinking about it. I am so sick of people telling me to do my best and try harder and not to complain so much because it just makes me feel worse.No sane adult seems to understand what I'm/we're going through. I think I'm close to breaking point ):<

What happened to happiness?

I love Ugly Betty! It makes me feel so so so much better about life and when it doesnt, it just makes me feel gooood :) Working at MODE seems fun. Okay maybe not, with all the expectations and stuff but the place is all perfect and OKAY MAYBE IT'S JUST TV LA. But producing a magazine is pretty cool.

The past 3 days have been so boring, and most of the blame goes to school. I hate school so much eurgh. Friday was just was pure waste of my time, which could be spent sending my cousin to school, catching up on sleep or going out with the momma. School ultimately sucks, I can't wait 2 more weeks! ORA was a disaster, I shouldnt have come at all, but I wanted to get my car washed by the oslies. Should have headed on home straight after. Nyeh. Angklung at MKAC was pretty weird. I kinda pity them :\ like coming for tuition but instead of lessons they had a crash course with us on how to play angklung. Haha but it was okay. I thought I saw that girl Mardiah from MKAC at Bedok Corner just now!

I cant wait for my birthday and the holidays! Going to Hanoi with ayah's company. Sharing a room with Vinnie again so I know it'll be fun :D I miss that girl! Got lots of catching up to do(: Maybe going to Melbourne but thats not confirmed yet. During the hols, I plan to at least have girls-day-in with discomamas, sleepover with bestfriend, shop a lot, eat a lot, bake brownies and cookies with nutella feeling (cause I miss eating nutella), spend time with the familyy, read loads of really good books, watch loads of really good movies and sleep. Plus, Bik Nana's visiting with Daniel&Uncle Hans so maybe we're going to Langkawi for a family holiday and having family chalet. Ohthefoooood. 8)

Eh someone needs to gimme a makeover or something because my hair sucks! I wanna play dress up and feel good like when Jennifer Garner was getting ready for that party in 13 going on 30. I not only need the clothes, I need the whole makeover experience la! Used to play makeovers with Sis in the when we were littlies. Hah, barbie makeup, johnson's baby powder and stealing ibu's lipsticks. The good ol days I say :) But seriously, if my hair doesnt look good, I dont feel good. And guess what. My hair doesnt look good almost everytime! Sheeshkebabs.


I feel like eating nasi rawan geylang.


Anyway, went out with most of ibu's family to Yeo's Seafood our usual yesterday for mothers' day treat at JB. Kecoh as ever la my aunties but I love them all the same. At one stop Kak Yaya&Zaki&I were going to the toilet when we walked right through this humongous spiderweb! I think it stretched from one tree to another cause we were walking at this pretty broad area. Weird. We ended up running to and fro with our heads in our shirts. Malaysian's must have been kinda annoyed xD I love Kak Yaya's hair. She's my fashion icon :D She claims she looks like Twiggy with her new hair but I think she looks prettier:) And she always wears cool stuff. Always.

Bik Yam: Mothers' Day speech! Make a mothers day speech!
Kak Yaya: Okay. (takes out handphone and reads aloud an sms about how mothers were special) And I say this all from the bottom of my...
Me: My?
Kak Yaya: (looks down at shirt and laughs) Tetek.(that means boobs in malay)
Me: KAK YAYA!

Heehee I love my family. Went to Paman Hasyim's for teh susu and stayed there till 12.30am!

Paman: What shirt is that? (I was wearing 202's class shirt)
Me: Oh class shirt.
Paman: Eh ehh I didnt know you all were so corny.

Corny my paman calls us!

Ibu: Ah ah Zein selalu terperanjat terperanjat waktu tido(always get shocks during sleep). Due to nerves.
Bik Tina: Yelah macam kalau orang mimpi, dia nampak terperanjat pasal dalam mimpi dia nak lompat kat longkang(yeah, in a dream people get jerks because in that dream they wanna jump across a drain).

Haha Bibik niii.

Oh that day when we were watching Dancefloor encore,

Me: I hate Platinum. So ugly.
Bik Yam: Girl cannot be like that. So critical ah you now grown up. Where you learn all this?
Me: From my aunts la of course.
Bik Yam: Which side?
Me: YOU ALL LA.
Bik Jun: Where got? Eh we never comment comment okayy. (turns to tv screen) Eh eh gigi buruk seh(got ugly teeth)! Must wear braces! Eh budak ni ingat dia cantik sangat.
Bik Yam: Yah oh my god.
Me: See what I mean!

Later...

Ibu: Whatever you gay. (She believes that first guy judge on dancefloor is gay)
Me: Eh semangat seh joget when he see Hady!
Bik Jun: Eh he bapok(gay), I think he's attracted to Hady!


Hohoho. Kay I should sleep now. School tmr. WONDERFUL.

Theres no use in trying,

When the pieces don't fit anymore

yummy

1. MYA'S are finally over. I'm absolutely happy, for now :D

2. Watched Spiderman 3 with my lovelies, Aida&Moo&Iqah. -does cake shake. Omg I love it when we do that especially after Spiderman 3 cause it was so so coincidential that WHEN SPIDEY SAID SOMETHING ABOUT HARRY'S GONNA BE OKAY THEN HARRY SAID DOESNT MATTER. THEN WHEN HE SAID FRIENDS, HARRY SAID BEST FRIENDS. Now, what does that remind you of? CHRIS&BLAKE. We got totally hyper on that and started squealing. Then we did the cake shake after the show :D Okay, I love Spiderman 3. Heh, actually it's mostly because there were more scenes with James Franco. Moo&I were so excited for his scenes and we swooned so crazily. :D The part where he boogied a little, priceless.

3. I loooooove James Franco. When he died, Aida cried. This kinda thing makes me wonder how someone can be so hot.

Now woncha look at that :)

4. Watched Jangan Pandang Blakang with my previously MIA honeys, Sheila, Diy & Syah. Not that scary la, I dont know what the hullabalooo's all about. Ohman, not that worth it? But it was fun&cute, the fact that people were shouting random things like "PASTU BOTAK!" and berdoa-ing like crazy. Hilarious audience, i like! I thought Iqah kena something at one point. :\ Then ate at Secret Recipe on impulse! You can guess how much we spent in one day.

5. I LOVE CHRIS RICHARDSON SO MUCH YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH :D I LOVE BLAKE TOO AND I WANT HIM TOO WIN. Move over Jordin! She's got a good voice but :\ I don't really like her and Ellen said there were rumours that she and chris had something going on but chris said no but he said he loves her(as a friend). WHATEVER. Chris & Blake are single. I'm watching plenty of videos now and they all show how Chris is so sweet &amp; cool & humble & hot & adorable. I've memorized his voice in my head :) I realised he always does the cool hand thing when he sings the universe part of If I Could Change the World. And the glances when he sings Dont Speak. And he's so kental during interviews. Ooh he drew Ellen a flower! Yes you must think I am pathetic which I admit I am but who cares!

I am so inclined to put manymany videos here but nvm. Another day. I shall just share my swooningsession with my lovelies(:

ONE MORE BABY!

Today, Tasneem Musyira and Zafirah Mohd Zein met Josh Adam :D

Friday,

Firah how's your exams?
Okay lah.

Today,

Firah how's your exams?
Quite okay.



Yelah tu.

Four more to go then I'm free mother, freeeee!

I love Chris Richardson :D

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My Dad is all excited about this company football game theyre having and he's signed up for team captain and he goes on practices almost every night. Then he plays squash every friday and tuesday.

My Mum goes for aerobics every Monday and goes to the gym to work out. She wants Shakira's Hips Don't Lie on her ipod because she claims music in the gym is too boring. -.-

"Why not a little Kelly Clarkson?I'm not that old."

My Aunt just came over to go aerobics with my mum and what do I hear as she walks in? Avril's Girlfriend on her MP3.

HMPH, YOU KNOW LIFE SUCKS WHEN YOUR ELDERS HAVE A BETTER LIFE.

(:(:(:

*hyperventilates in advance

I know I'm on muggermode but its a friday and two papers are down so a little Idola Amerika wont hurt.

I love Chris Richardson and Blake Colin Lewis. :D

Yesterday was so BOOMBOOMBOOM in the heart, I couldnt concentrate on litttt. I was hyperventilating in front of my parents but whatever, ibu said she already had her share in the afternoon on starworld. I screamed and waved my hands and teared and (:

MOTHEROFPEARLS CHRIS IS SO HOT. A HOT WOODLAND CREATURE I SAY!

I know Iqah&Moo&Aida agree. Sms-ed Iqah and called moo after the results show. Moo couldnt concentrate either! :D

But it was so sweeeet and touching and the whole bestfriend thing and "i love you doug". meltsssss.(ohshuttup) The handshake is so cool and cute and GAHH i love blake&chris yes I do. Aida&amp;amp;Iqah&Moo&I are gonna watch their tour and take pictures with them and talk to them and you cant tell us that we cant(:

Plus, we did the spin-the-bottle thing twice and BLAKE IS GONNA WIN. According to the bottle. Really, it spun directly to Iqah(who represents blake, me:jordin,moo:lakisha,aida:melinda). Oh and we spent about an hour watching chris&blake in malay room. Call us obsessed xD

jengjengjengjenggg

Geek in the pink

I don’t wanna be

His hand&body&everything movements are so cool!

Smooth

Spanish harlem mona lisaaaa(:

Don’t speak


Wanted dead or alive

I need to know


You give love a bad name

SO PRO :D :D He looks hotter with black hair.

Results show

The handshake is just priceless baby, priceless.

(okay if youre not a blake/chris fan i bet you wanna kill me now)

but wait,

Now Richardson is focusing on the future - the "Idol" tour and his album, which he said will be a mix of both rock and soul.
"It'll be a mixture of a Maroon 5 sound with a little bit of Jason Mraz," said Richardson, who also plays the guitar, drums and piano. "I love rock and roll but I have this soulful type voice and I just like to infuse both of them."

Richardson spent his shifts dancing and singing to James Brown in front of the white and orange tiled walls and silver stovetops, making his way from a cook to a supervisor in about four years, said general manager Jennifer Gillis.

Of Lewis, whom he befriended when the contestants first reached Hollywood in February, Richardson said, "I'm glad he's staying. I'm glad it's Blake who's taking what could have been my place. We bonded from the time we first met. We clicked. We have much in common."

kayla i shall spare you the others:)

BOOMBOOMBOOM 8-)